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i am a confuzzled person. very, very confuzzled.

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fuck you. i can’t express how pissed off i am at this fucking bitch. if i did something wrong and if it was at all my fault, i would not be writing this. therefore, i am confident that she is a bitch. i have no remorse. i have no guilt. i have pure anger. i did not volunteer for this. she pushed me into it. i was very upset. but i took one for the team.  i thought i was doing something i needed to do to help. it was not what i wanted to do but i said okay. then, i change all of my plans and prioritize something that i repeat, DID NOT WANT TO DO. whatsoever. something completely out of my control happens, and plans have to change. i cannot make it once. i tell her. she flips shit ON ME. fuck you bitch.  first of all, I DID NOT VOLUNTEER. i only agreed after you pushed me into it. and this change was something OUT OF MY CONTROL. meaning, i had nothing to do with it. and now, you snap at me and tell me I NEED TO FIX IT?! are you fucking kidding me right now? again, i did not volunteer. second, you were very rude when you asked me to do something. oh wait no, you TOLD me to do something. you fucking gave me no option and you were a bitch. simply put, you were a bitch. however, i again put that aside, and wrote it off as you were having a bad day.  don’t fucking bitch at me and tell me I need to FIX IT. fuck you. it is not my problem. i did not volunteer - you pushed me into it. and now I NEED TO FIX IT?! fuck you.  some background info: first of all. you have no right to order me to do ANYTHING. ask me nicely, i will do it. order me, i flip shit. we are on the same level. you are NOT in charge of me! FUCK YOU. there’s a reason we have a “co-” next to our positions. meaning that we are on the same level. don’t ever fucking order me to do stuff. i will bring out my inner bitch. right now.  also, i never, ever, ever, order people to do things. what happened to treat others the way you want to be treated? what happened to that huh? the golden rule. i am not even religious, and i follow that. i try to be as civil and as nice as i can be to even my inferiors. you and i are on the same level. you have NO RIGHT to treat me that way. and you call yourself ms. religion with all that stuff about charity work and religious groups. good for you, but you need to practice what you preach. another support to my point: i did nearly all of the fucking work. did you write the long thing? NO did you contact the speakers? NO did you do anything? MAYBE. but really NO! i cut you some slack for whatever the fuck you were dealing with. i did. and you continued to be a fucking bitch. without fail.  i really hope what goes around comes around and something bites you in the FUCKING FACE. you tell me you’re busy? FUCK you don’t KNOW busy! ask anyone who lives with me. ANYONE! hell, ask anyone who KNOWS me! they know how fucking busy i am. do i go around telling people i’m SOO busy? NO. well not always. the only time i did that was when i was venting to someone. and even then i was modest about it. i don’t fucking try to make myself look better. but let me get at it.  honestly, i am probably more busy than you. and it is not my fault that you have too many pointless commitments. i could get into really personal comments, but i won’t. it isn’t like me. so. again, FUCK YOU. i don’t think i can ever stop saying that. i am DONE cutting you slack. if you want me to quit, I WILL. fuck you! if you want to quit, gladly do it. i think i can handle both of our responsibilities. it will be hard, but i think i can do it. especially since i’m already doing 3/4 of the work. i am already investing more time into it. i am already committed. what have you done so far? submitted some forms? complained about some emails? spelled everything wrong? YES, YES and YES. fuck you again. you are a bitch. and you have been a bitch to me for a while now. try it again, and i swear i am DONE. i will fucking quit, and without me, i honestly don’t think you can do it. there’s my cocky self again, but go ahead TRY! i dare you. try to do it without me. try to anything. the only reason i’m willing to even consider forgetting this is for them. they are innocent and have done nothing wrong and it is unfair to them. other than that, FUCK YOU.  tomorrow, i will go speak to her. if she feels that i can get through this, i will try. i don’t know. i only have a few months and now i am so fucking glad that i will never have to deal with you again. fuck you. acting like you’re all high and mighty. acting like you are better than me. FUCK YOU. i have done more work than you and i have put up with you. i think that earns me the right and the respect not be treated like an inferior. i am so fucking pissed and i am ready to punch, kick, pull and scream. FUCK YOU.  in other news, my hair has grown. looks can be deceiving. 

fuck you. i can’t express how pissed off i am at this fucking bitch. if i did something wrong and if it was at all my fault, i would not be writing this. therefore, i am confident that she is a bitch. i have no remorse. i have no guilt. i have pure anger. i did not volunteer for this. she pushed me into it. i was very upset. but i took one for the team. 

i thought i was doing something i needed to do to help. it was not what i wanted to do but i said okay. then, i change all of my plans and prioritize something that i repeat, DID NOT WANT TO DO. whatsoever. something completely out of my control happens, and plans have to change. i cannot make it once. i tell her. she flips shit ON ME. fuck you bitch. 

first of all, I DID NOT VOLUNTEER. i only agreed after you pushed me into it. and this change was something OUT OF MY CONTROL. meaning, i had nothing to do with it. and now, you snap at me and tell me I NEED TO FIX IT?! are you fucking kidding me right now? again, i did not volunteer. second, you were very rude when you asked me to do something. oh wait no, you TOLD me to do something. you fucking gave me no option and you were a bitch. simply put, you were a bitch. however, i again put that aside, and wrote it off as you were having a bad day. 

don’t fucking bitch at me and tell me I need to FIX IT. fuck you. it is not my problem. i did not volunteer - you pushed me into it. and now I NEED TO FIX IT?! fuck you. 

some background info: first of all. you have no right to order me to do ANYTHING. ask me nicely, i will do it. order me, i flip shit. we are on the same level. you are NOT in charge of me! FUCK YOU. there’s a reason we have a “co-” next to our positions. meaning that we are on the same level. don’t ever fucking order me to do stuff. i will bring out my inner bitch. right now. 

also, i never, ever, ever, order people to do things. what happened to treat others the way you want to be treated? what happened to that huh? the golden rule. i am not even religious, and i follow that. i try to be as civil and as nice as i can be to even my inferiors. you and i are on the same level. you have NO RIGHT to treat me that way. and you call yourself ms. religion with all that stuff about charity work and religious groups. good for you, but you need to practice what you preach. another support to my point: i did nearly all of the fucking work. did you write the long thing? NO did you contact the speakers? NO did you do anything? MAYBE. but really NO! i cut you some slack for whatever the fuck you were dealing with. i did. and you continued to be a fucking bitch. without fail. 

i really hope what goes around comes around and something bites you in the FUCKING FACE. you tell me you’re busy? FUCK you don’t KNOW busy! ask anyone who lives with me. ANYONE! hell, ask anyone who KNOWS me! they know how fucking busy i am. do i go around telling people i’m SOO busy? NO. well not always. the only time i did that was when i was venting to someone. and even then i was modest about it. i don’t fucking try to make myself look better. but let me get at it. 

honestly, i am probably more busy than you. and it is not my fault that you have too many pointless commitments. i could get into really personal comments, but i won’t. it isn’t like me. so. again, FUCK YOU. i don’t think i can ever stop saying that. i am DONE cutting you slack. if you want me to quit, I WILL. fuck you! if you want to quit, gladly do it. i think i can handle both of our responsibilities. it will be hard, but i think i can do it. especially since i’m already doing 3/4 of the work. i am already investing more time into it. i am already committed. what have you done so far? submitted some forms? complained about some emails? spelled everything wrong? YES, YES and YES. fuck you again. you are a bitch. and you have been a bitch to me for a while now. try it again, and i swear i am DONE. i will fucking quit, and without me, i honestly don’t think you can do it. there’s my cocky self again, but go ahead TRY! i dare you. try to do it without me. try to anything. the only reason i’m willing to even consider forgetting this is for them. they are innocent and have done nothing wrong and it is unfair to them. other than that, FUCK YOU. 

tomorrow, i will go speak to her. if she feels that i can get through this, i will try. i don’t know. i only have a few months and now i am so fucking glad that i will never have to deal with you again. fuck you. acting like you’re all high and mighty. acting like you are better than me. FUCK YOU. i have done more work than you and i have put up with you. i think that earns me the right and the respect not be treated like an inferior. i am so fucking pissed and i am ready to punch, kick, pull and scream. FUCK YOU. 

in other news, my hair has grown. looks can be deceiving.